Friday, January 8, 2010

AUGH

I want to SCREAMMMMMMMMM right now!!!

Bitch and Moan time:

I usual don't give two hoots about my work hours cause it comes with what I have chosen to do.
But when I have to drive in for 3 dinners....3 dinners on a Sunday !! We aren't even open on Sundays!!!!!
I work long weeks and don't get any extra $$ for my troubles or extra time off(well sometimes i do...but I just take a day off if I need it.)
 But I can't do that much anymore as I am responsible for catering and my own shit.

I am tired and getting sick more often than I usually do. Plus I am losing weight...which is a plus but still . I am tired and feeling tugged in many directions. I have a family too and I like that to be considered. I can't work 74327329743284324 hours. And I am sorry , these chefs...male... that have families and do YOU ARE A FOOL!!! to think your kids wont throw that up in your face when they are teens or older.

I have been careful for a long time to make sure I had balance...hence why I am not one the cover of Food Wine New Chefs etc etc. My career suffered but fuck it..I had kids cause I like kids and wanted me to raise them.

So that's my cold induced I am tired and such rant.



cause its funny

2 comments:

Another Grad Student said...

The soup mix reminded me of a dish my Jamaican friend told me about called "Manish water." If you google it, there are many polite sites that refer to it as soup made from a goat's head, but according to my friend the only way to eat it is if it's prepared by people from out in the country (not the cities) and you should not ask what it is you are chewing because it has all of the other pieces of the goat that aren't used for anything else - especially the testicles. She described it as extremely hot and spicy and just about the best thing to eat in the world... as long as you don't think about it too much. :-)

Lyn said...

That soup mix, it scares me yet intrigues me at the same time...LOL